Today is a “dark day”. Even though I have been through years of therapy and work on my attitude and outlook there are days when I just go to that dark place.

Today I just want to leave everything and just hide and say %$#* to anyone who gets in my way. Nothing I write today is good enough, in fact, nothing I have done today is good enough, as far as I am concerned. I have been pretty harsh on myself today.  And yes, today I feel like a failure and yes I know that I am not a failure - but that is how I feel today. I have tension in my neck that I wish would go away.

I have had these days before but I have never written about them because I thought you, my readers, would think less of me. And judge me to be “less than”.  But as I write this, logic is kicking in and telling me I am not the only one who has “dark days”, we all do from time to time and we all work our way through them.

You my friends have helped me today by allowing me to vent! Thank you….