For the past couple of weeks I have been consumed with fear. My heart is racing, my hands shake and I have just had it with this fear. I have felt this kind of fear before and each time it was followed by a big change in my life like when I left my ex-husband. The only issue now is I’m not sure what the big change is that’s coming I just know its coming.

As many of you know I have written a book “Victory Over Violence” which will be published this month. I know that will create a change in my life and since I can’t see into the future I have become afraid of the unknown. Just f#$%ing great!

I know that has something to do with it because as I write this my heart is racing even faster. I just took a deep breath and this is what I have to say about fear “Get the hell out of here I have better things to do!”